I love being back in Jacksonville! It's so weird because a country girl like me, loving the big city! Anyway, I thought I would share a little thought with you that the Lord has been putting on my heart the past couple of days since being back. There have been a few things that are worrying me lately, like my next step after SOFM. I want to know where I am going to be in the next couple of years. It is driving me crazy because I keep thinking that maybe I can't hear God, or He is being to slow, or I am just not in tune with Him anymore. I don't know why I am freaking out because I know it's in His hands but there is still this little doubt in the very back of my mind that I can't get rid of. The other thing that is keeping me unsetteled, is about a person. I want to know where my life will be with them. I want to know if they are in my future or not. IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!! I just want to know. I pray for dreams and visions all the time for God to show me His plan. I know that's in His hands too but sometimes I just get so frustrated I yell at God. I need to be able to trust Him with all that is in my life. Not just the things that I find convenient. He has the very interests for me in mind even if I can't see the big picture yet. I know He has dreams for me, that I could not even imagine yet, but I just have to trust Him. That's what it always seems to come down to. Trusting Father...
So now I am challenging you, reading this. Have you fully given everything to Daddy? Is there something in your life that is keeping you from moving forward in your relationship with Him? I'm challenging you this next week to really search your heart, praying that He reveals those things to you. I also want help to keep me accountable for myself too. Maybe if you have time shoot me an email or even mail me a letter of encouragment. I LOVE getting letters! I even want to help you with keeping you accountable. Let me know if there is any way I can pray for you! God knows you're worth it and so do I. I love you all very much and thank you for keeping up with what God is doing in my life and others. Peace be with you all!!!!!
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